My bipolar 1 disorder coupled with borderline personality disorder holds me back and keeps me immobile.  I do not do anything but schoolwork.  I do not do housework, my husband has to pick up the slack when he works all day.  I suffer from ptsd from a rape that occurred years ago but I don't remember when because I chose to forget it, but truly I can't.  I need to do more around the house.  I suck!